For DaHorrorchallenge
Inspired by song Daycore - Bloody Mary
I won't cry for you.
I will crucify the things you do.
Funny story, I decided to take part in the competition on DA, nightmares and fears, at the very last moment, of course, literally the night before the end. It was a cool night, I probably will never forget it, I picked up a creepy playlist for myself, in the background I also turned on the sounds of rain on a 19th century street (1870s Victorian London Thunderstorm | ASMR Ambience). I felt like I was in a narcotic euphoria and painted like that all night. And I uploaded my pictures literally a minute before the end of the competition. Then I suddenly felt disappointed in my work, because I thought they were too whimsical and cartoonish, and I needed to make them more terrifying. Funny how it happens, like a hangover after a party. But then there was the worst part, in short, I got sick, some kind of poisoning, I have never had such abdominal pains and cramps in my life, and the next night I could't sleep because of them, and when I fell asleep (for 20 minutes / hour) I had nightmares. I even wanted to tear apart the drawings just in case, I thought they were torturing me, especially a hanged person, like if they (artworks) took revenge on me for my disappointment in them or because I did't try enough bring them to life. But now everything has passed and I feel fine, it was a strange experience, I will never forget Halloween 2021 for sure ...
That my Helloween music playlist I was inspired by https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLfynpAMeLWId6onsBrMMAPbkP3Vo80yiu
Watercolor, ink.